just smile :D

her mom is trying to get her to date a guy that her mom really knows but she really doesn’t love that guy(that’s what she told me), now she’s like so young that she has to follow her mom cause of a very critical reason, but her mom really doesn’t know about us cause of the same reason, i dont wanna let her go so… ,we had an agreement that after 4 months of without her seeing me(not including work) cause we work together, she thinks that i will be trying to see other girls ‘cause she thinks she’s no good for me, or maybe she doesn’t really trust me, idk, im gonna prove her wrong, show her and prove her that my love for her is true,…

 she apologized, and told me she missed me so much, i gave her my jacket the day we separated and she told me she was lying next to it and she said it smells like me, and she said” it smells so good”, that’s a good thing i guess, after that day that we separated i thought my life is just full of crap, my head was like in a drill and my heart felt like theres something pulling it down my stomach (i was in so much pain than i couldn’t imagine) , then she txted me and she was all so worried and she told me she loves me so much„, she waited till im off at work w/c is lyk 1am, i didnt wanna reply, but then i did, cause im feeling the same thing, she was so glad, she made me feel all so better, nothing can do it like she does, i love her so much, she’s like my all in one medicine, then i just have to stick with my promise, keep myself busy for 4 months, then we’ll see„,

just not to her mom, maybe at the right time, cause she’s still young, but with a love like this the little wait(3 years) is all gonna be worth it :)

i love her so much with all that i can give, she gives me love than i expected, i guess the long wait is done, i guess now i can(want to) settle down :D